crypticwolf21

Staring at the window or at the wall Not knowing what I’m becoming, just waiting to fall Silence for hours talking in my mind The fear of the answers I might just find Laying here still not  moving a bit Seeing myself screaming, trashing not flinching a bit My soul has wavered not sure if I am me But rage and anger all I see inside of me Destruction of all I have including me I even question the reason why I should be Crazy, screaming wanting to die so bad But the fear of death now that I never have had Makes me protect what I have to live for and what is left Even though I just want to give in to that’s all I have left Take me no